Okie so i dont Exactly understand most people okie since my lasy blog i started dating my Ex boyfreind cody which is bad because he always causes problems and really starts to Make me mad....i dont even know why whent back to him .. one of my freinds thaught that i stilled loved him but in away.. since him i havent actaullly loved a guy it was always LUST..

But hear this i hate it when a guy says they love you and that they always be with you then turns around and says that You   ruined his life that you eneded the relationship and gets all mad at you, But truly you know that they ended it by cheating and all sorts of stupid stuff.and just because he thinks he can win me back by beeing rude and tellnig me he is going to be a whore or move away.. in away ill mis him but in away i hate his guts..... RAwr..

Sometimes i just dont understand guys. And they say girls are confusing.. ugabug ... Oh and i also hate how *coughzaccough*  guys keep asking you about one of your ex's well mainly to see what they are doing  like Oh what is *coughtroycough*  Doing right now.. or is he grounded still how is he ... all i have to say is I dont F**ing Care what he is doing... ya noy sure if i said anything but my Ex troy is like tealing Zac away from me.. it makes me so mad i just wanna curb stomp him well both of them, .. but like i know lust is not a competition but with troy IT IS like he first steals the one guy i dated AKA Cody and now this he neds to stop trying to make me jelous well he is but its his job as an Ex boyfreind but i know he still has feeling for me but i dont and thats all he does is try and get me back SORRY TOOTH PICK U AINT GETTING ME BACK

So far... the only kinda good thing is that my other ex is talknig to me but only cause him and his freinds are playing a game to see how many guys they can sleep with before next Jan .... al i have to say is so far i win ahaha but anyways *cough*  but iam like ya ill help you win ... PEEN PEEN!!!....But besides that iam happy because i met 3 new freinds today i tecknically DITCHED skewl so i could go with my mom to some Career Fair outta town .. but mostly it was fun this random techer paid for me to go into so museum that was close by. Woot woot..

OKIE OKIE NEW Dream... okie weirded out by this all i was doing was watching DIGIMON and then i paused it and fell asleep my dream was all about the Steven guy that i like ( im really starting to sound like a whore on this lol ... ) i was hanging out some where with him and he hugged me from the behind  and then i kissed him he said " hey.. im not urs yet " and he walked away i was like *sigh* and then we were like making out of course it was a slow process but like WTF WTH!!!

Yeah Yeah i know its bad i take foever to type on here but its jst i think its better to let days go by then write cuase then u have a bigger story toput or atleast more things to type.. lol... but its also good just to write cause then u have every detail of that day.. idk . lol... im jus tbeein weird i got like the ENERGY drink CALLED NaS in my system lol ...........OMG I WANT TACOS.. .��▬��

Alright tonight was FUNN i was with my sister and freind gone to watch a moveie even tho my sister left it was all good... but aftter awhile... like... idk ZAC was all like hitting on travis which is a good freind of mine i work with DAM is he sexy SHHH ... lol... but ddam i feel like his PIMP interducing him to my G-freinds.. .i should really get pais for this shit lol... *(im taking on my sisters job YAY!!!!!)* but ya... ZaC was like hey lets see if TRAV-TRAV is bi ... and of course i know TravTrav isnt... (wish he was for maybe only a night)  then like... i dont even get a hug after the movies even tho i paid for ZAC... guys are stupid . yet agin iam one.. i wish i was A  girl sometimes lol..Arrg...RAWR..

BUT HONESTLY...  im like a girl but i gues thats what gay is all about
UG my sister says tha tlife wont always suck,... but at my rate *gets all emo*  every time something goes good it always gets worse.. like.. meeting Zac... Meeeting Steven... Even hanging with TRAV-TRAV was hard at first... but like... once they stop talking to me its like there life gets better in away im almost like good luck chuck but instead of fucking them all i do is suck em lol.. (except trav dammit).... but when i get all happy in life it slike there life gets all shiti then there iam  to comfort them ... ((thiss nass is killng me ow my chest lol)... then knowing me for beeing all spritual i get deprsed they get all happy.. WTH is up with that... (i need to shave agin)...

YES IAM RANDOM... okie... like.. i cant wait for friday to hang out wit my sister.. woot.. okie tomorrow.. im spaose to go wit my mom to seee some high skewl musical thingy woot... if its just the movie im gonna be pissed ive memorized that S**t lol..  and around after that this one gay guy thats like PUSHES out there that he is gay his name is Christian yes another name to add to those random books... anyways.. im sapose to go wit coffe wit him tomorrow *shifty eyes*..  ive talked to him before but hes like BUSY BUSY... but so is zac... *sigh*..

OKIE OKIE guitar hero is calling my name .. (eww hiro) but still i gotta go play before my energy runs out... dam FEELING AND THOUGHTS... yay for online getting things outta ur mind... but tehn after game i is going to go see if i can actually dream cuase i usally dont.. until i met some random people... ARrg..

~~Sighning  ��ff..~~

����SHUICHI-ACID ... the NIFTY Squirely of tainted Dreamz...����

The title is called that becuase iam listeing to the song by emiilie autumn thats right iam prmoting her lol<3..

hello.. ONCE again ..iam confused what to write today.. like so much is rushing through my head.. like WhY would i call off dance just so i can hang out with a guy that k now that doesnt want me like that... ug.. iam such a suck like WTF! WTH!.. ..... like what if i could date him .. thats what goes through my head.. like ive had a dreama and i dont usally have dreams about people unles it means something.. my dream was fucked.. SISTER HELP ME!!!!!!

okie so the story starts in my dream iam at some random amusment park or something like.. AHH and like its close to the beach this Zac guy (the nice guy from other blog)... well.. hes tlaking to these other gay guys and like, im so confsued cuase he wasnt sapsoe to be there and... ya i worked their just to let u know.. i dont even lnow where this place was anyways .. i hear his vocie so i freak out and i knowall these secret places and like .. i climb in the secret door and climb my way in secret places in this kind of Wooden ship so im trying to be descreat.. then BAm ... i end up behind him behind a wall him ad a whole bunch of gay guys are talking and i herd my name .. but then since its a dream and my listeing blured.. and then i was confused so when of coruse sniffled of a tear i ran ... THEN BAM TRIP WAKE UP ALIVE AGIN.. so now iam confused..

Why do i have to be such a girll like this Dream effs my mind up when i acctualyl hang wit zac that day... and then like i like my best freinds brother... his name is Steven.. but i also like .. this guy from TDOT (toronto.)  but hes a bit old *cough*.. and i also still got a crush on my gr cruch ( and no sis not who u are thinking)

omg i still sound SO SLUTTY.. what the hell but out of all .. i really like ZACH and STEVEN the most..  (OMG I WANT TO GO SEE SHUTTER SISTER UR COMING WIT ME))

Oh em GEE ....okie so lately ive been sucking or atleast biting my thumb it confuses me.. .( i just watched bugs bunny die).. anyways.. but WTH is wit me.. is it a new nervous twitch .. my sis understand i have diff nervous things but this time OMG..

I NEED A SHRINK PEEPS.... or just pie.. well prety much just a boyfreind...

Squirrely TIRED..

Shigning off

SHUICHI-ACID.. *sighs*.. men.. *shakes head*

Okie... i feel bad cause i havent actually whent on this for so long.. but now since i got this co-op at a photography place were i just so far deete his files iam able to go on.... Hello again... To the life of sqirrell.... Okie QUESTION people why are guys so much like sluts like maybe ya ill meet people but why are they so mean towads other like m sister having to deal with her stupid boyfriend that goes places hurting her inside like what the Fark is up with that.. then theres my issue..i meet up with a guy ... that ends up beeing a sweet Tender loving guy then outta the blue he hurts me BAM i understand people loving their ex boyfriends or girlfriends but still... you dont lead some one on then leave them for your Ex and then totally ignore the person atleast have a heart and talk to them still not just ignore them like thhere nothing ..its Soo.. not Nifty.. OKIE... now the other issue.. you meet up with a guy online he's sweet .. but a little warped.. you think he likes you he leads you on Hard core then tells you he had a nice night then What u get a text later down the road and BAM BOOM he already has a boyfreind and he says he feels bad and he can never talk to you agin ... whats up with this world now adays.. dosent any one have real affections for anybody.. like tell me people is it that hard to stay with someone you actaully like.. like YA maybe ill like someone but not like them becuase you never knew what is what like to be around them for along quantaties of time.. i just dont understand ... like evenautly if i dont like the person... ill tell them... but i woul d atleast give them warrnings.. it all depends on the sluts mind i guess...... Another thing.... Why does work always end up giving you shifts when u do not feel like it.. .its true they gave me like a weekend off... but was it worth it... Not if u meet up wit slutty MCSlut nut.. But still .. things go wrong and people are like (ooo i want to cry and stay in a dark room all day) and then their Boss is like hey u there... you work tomorrow.. WOW... depression is like a disease one person sees you they get down .. i couold call it down sindrome.. but thats what SLUTTY guys have.. ahahaha... but like seriously... DAM WORK Okie... so far this NEW BLOG ended up more of a wrant .. but i gues thats what squirrels do right... WRANT.. jsut like Foamy the squirrel... or Pill-Z the squirrel... blah oh wel... i gotta hit the road *literaly* lol.. but ill try and make a new bloggy thingy son enough ...

Sighning OFF.... SHUICHI-ACID.... The squirrel Of HOPE..








p.s i hate MAC computers..

OKie. hey its The squirrel..

Wow havent written one of these for along time, Okie recap
remind me never to forget to go on this Its great knowing that people love to just come on to a site too read like whats going on in other peoples life.. its so like Fun .. (even my sister writes on this :)

Okie Recap.. HEY iam squirrel iam a Gay teen that just loves to Wrant about anything i feel like and just express my feelings..(,mostly just typing it)... iam outgoing and what not.
Okie enough about me u can just read and find out sounds like im trying to sell myself lol.....

Ug.. i wish people would just understand.. doesnt everyone just hate when they get themselfs into a bad reealtionship.. and they dont know how to get out of it.. LETS just say iam a slut and i just want to get to know people.. just get out there and start mingling but then u meet one that just asks you out whyll your "doing stuf"... obviosuly ur already saying yes.. so they take it in a good way.. and BAM! you staus has changed from single to DATING ... i dont get it.. but stil then they keep texting you love letters and wishing that u guys could move in together.. but of course knowing squirrels in the park they hide dont they.. wel.. thats a sighn of shynes and that what i have like frig i dont have couurage or even liablity to tell them off... well eventually you just think you like them and your okie with it but then it gets worse they send you flowers at home (parents get MAD).. and you freak out.. .........dam Shananagans

Alright i had to get that off my chestacles MY FIRST WRANT!!.. lol.. well today has been a rather quick day but an annoying one it was almost like i dint fit in at all you know like throwing a NUT at a squirrel as it runs in a tree ... That was me .. pretty much all day.. i WAKE up get ready to go to skewl and BAM step dad takes forever to take me.. i was like WTH is with that.. then classes were like regular boring classes You know.....then home you know what i did THATS RIGHT... COMPUTER!!!!!! Wootalicious.. then of course that guy ive always crushed.. COMES over and just hangs out wit me ... Why is it that the Gay guys like the straight guys and the Girls WANT the gay guy.. i never understood tthat.....then every tuesday i go to Duck soup which is a danceing thingy downtowm O - TOWN lol..it was fun i made a new thing **BLUEBBERRY CHOCOLATE MEATLOAF PIE** its a be there to understand... it was right OUT NIFTY!!..

This may look bad me logging off but theres so much to think about right now atleast give me the night off and ill Type more tomorrow.. and itll be nifty cause right nowi cant even here myself thinknig about my self thinknig about whats going on .. If you catch my Driftage... well ttyl PEOPLE..

Sighning off....
SHUICHI-ACID.......the squirrel of hope lol *digimon style*